Wonder
"A little more than kin, and less than
kind" are the Trance of Sorrow, and the Vision of the Machinery of the
Universe; this latter being the technical aspect of the Apprehension of the Law
of Change, which is also a Trance of the same order as that of Sorrow. Now one
mode of victory over all these is the Trance of Indifference, in which one
stands aloof from the whole matter; but it is only one mode, and (in the
generally known form) full of falsehood and imperfection. For to stand aloof is
to affirm duality, which is itself the root of Sorrow. To obtain the highest one
must unite oneself with all things, partake of all as a true Sacrament. And this
motion leads to the Trance of Wonder.
It is written "The fear of the Lord is the Beginning of Wisdom." Here
the Predicate refers to the Opening of the Grade of Magus; but the Subject, duly
translated, reads "The Wondering at Tetragrammaton," and so refers to
this Trance. For herein one is wholly identified with the Universe in its
dynamic aspect; and the first synthesis of the understanding thereof is this
Amazement at the fitness and necessity of the entire mechanism. For, given the
formula of Manifestation, the need to conceive and perceive Perfection by means
of the symbolism of Imperfection, the actual process of ideation becomes
apodeictic. (I write as for the least instructed of the Little Children of the
Light.)
The Trance of Wonder arises naturally - it is the first movement of the mind -
from the final phrase of the Oath of a Master of the Temple. "I will
interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with my soul."
For, immediately the Understanding illuminates the darkness of knowledge, every
fact appears in its true guise miraculous.
It is so: then, how marvellous that it should so be!
In all Trances of importance, and most especially in this, the Postulant should
have acquired the greatest possible knowledge and Understanding of the Universe
properly so called. His rational mind should have been trained thoroughly in
intellectual apprehension: that is, he should be familiar with all Science. This
is evidently impossible on the face of it; but he should aspire to the closest
approximation to perfect Adeptship in this matter. The method most possible is
to make a detached study of some chosen branch of Science, and a general study
of epistemology. Then by analogy, fortified by contemplation, a certain inner
apprehension of the Unity of Nature may grow up in the mind, one which will not
be unduly presumptuous and misleading.
But our Work demands more than this. The Neschamah or Intuitive Mind must also
be furnished with Knowledge and Understanding of those Planes of Nature which
are inaccessible to the untrained sense. That is, he must pursue our Methods of
Vision with indefatigable ardour.
Now in all this the true unitive and transcendental Science is that of
Mathematics for the Ruach, and its crown the Holy Qabalah for the Neschamah. By
this means the Work is not, as would at first seem, increased beyond human
capability. There is a definite critical stage, comparable to that familiar to
the Adepts of Asana and of Dharana, after which the terms of the Equation (like
the latter terms of a Binomial Expansion) repeat themselves, though after
another manner, so that the meditation becomes progressively easier. The
Postulant, so to speak, finds himself at home.
The added knowledge is no longer a burden to the mind. he is able to throw off
the gross facts which present themselves as complication, and to apprehend their
essence in simplicity. He had in fact succeeded in developing a higher function
of the mind. The process is similar to that which occurs in ordinary study of a
science, when one, by grasping the nature of a general law underlying diversity
of experience, is able not only to assimilate new facts with ease, but to
predict new facts wholly unknown. One may instance the discovery of Neptune from
mathematical considerations without optical research, and the description of
unknown elements by contemplation of the Periodic Law. Let it be known each such
step in Meditation is itself a motive Energy capable of inducing the Trance of
Wonder; and this Trance (like all others) grows in sublimity and splendour with
the quantity and quality of the material which is furnished to the mind by the
Adept.
Those, therefore, who effect to despise "profane" Science are
themselves despicable. It is their own incapacity for true Thought of any
serious kind, their vanity and pertness; nay more also! their own
subconsciousness sense of their own shame and idleness, that induces them to
build these flimsy fortification of pretentious ignorance. There is nothing in
the Universe which is not of supreme significance, nothing with may not be used
as the very keystone of the Rainbow Arch of the Trance of Wonder.
It is necessary to add but one brief word to this elementary essay: this Trance
is of its nature not only passive and intuitive. Its occurrence floods the mind
with Creative Energy; it fills the Adept with Power, and excites in him the Will
to work. It exalts him to the Atziluthic World in his Essence, and in his
manifestation to the Briatic. In a very special sense, therefore, it may be said
that the Postulant is most intimately united with the Supreme Lord God Most
High, the True and Living Creator of all Things, whensoever he attains to enter
this most Majestic Pylon of the Trance of Wonder.