Blood
Sacrifice
by Althea Whitebirch
We
have all moved through periods of crisis in our
lives; things ranging
from the sublime to the ridiculous,
from the death of someone close to us to final exams. Events which are extremely stressful - which threaten
our lives, home, future or security - would seem to call for strong measures
of assistance. There have
been many times that I have felt that the course of events required swift and
strong intervention of a deity. Blood sacrifice is, to my mind, one of the
more powerful magics one could perform, and so seemed particularly suitable
for this.But it's rather
ethically sticky.
I
may feel that the kind of energy contained in the outpouring
of blood would be most efficacious in a serious situation, but I'm
dead-set against the use of an unwilling victim for the purpose.
So, in the past I've spilled my own blood with an athame,
at the same time offering up prayers; it
just didn't seem to work
as well as I thought it would. Perhaps, I
thought, one needs lots of blood to generate any appreciable amount of energy.
Then
a friend suggested what seemed the perfect solution – blood donation! I'd
been giving blood for several years and the thought just never had occurred to
me before. So the next time I went in to donate, I approached it as ritual
sacrifice for a particular purpose, and both the process and results seemed to
be much improved. Since then I've gone to donate blood many times, each time
with a prayer for healing for the recipient of my blood, and a request for aid
from the deity that seemed
most
appropriate.
For
those of you who've never donated blood before, I can provide a few details of
the process. It's not very frightening, and it can be a very
spiritually moving experience, I'll
tell you! As well, remember that you don't sell blood (at least not in Puget
Sound), you donates it. You can
sell plasma - the straw -coloured fluid that makes up the bulk of your blood -
but not blood itself.
The
first time you go in you'll fill out a medical
questionnaire: the Puget Sound Blood Bank doesn't want your blood if you're ill
right then (or just getting over something),
taking certain medications, ever had hepatitis or malaria, or are in a
high-risk category for contracting AIDS (Haitian, homosexual, needle-using
drug user or prostitute). If you have any questions, they'll be happy to
answer them.
After
you fill out the questionnaire, they'll take
your blood pressure and a blood sample (like sticking your finger
with a pin) to test your hemocrit (% of hemoglobin) as well as determining
what type your blood is. If your
hemocrit count isn't high enough they'll send you home. Nowadays, all blood is
sent to a lab to be tested for presence of AIDS anti-bodies as well; if you
test positive they'll notify you by mail. You'll be asked if you've eaten in
the last four hours, and if not, sent to the canteen for cookies and juice.
Then
comes the fun part - you go lie down on a table where a phlebotomist (who
draws the blood) asks you some questions, verifies your name, and then sets
you up to donate. They tie a rubber hose around your arm, so the vein will
stand out and be easy to find. They use cold liquid ethyl chloride on your
arm, to numb it where the needle goes in. I won't say that it doesn't hurt
when the needle is inserted - it does but it's tolerable - when it's in place
though, you'll hardly know it's
there. (You may get the idea from all this that I'm a stoic - hardly! I'm a
wimp when it comes to pain, but this I can handle.) At this time they'll leave
you there for up to five minutes while you clench and relax your hand (to keep
the blood from clotting) and the blood flows
into a little plastic bag. It's warm and red, and rather reassuring, really. At this time you can get into some really serious
prayer, or hum a little healing chant for the person your blood's going to. (I
once was doing this and got a flash image of a little
boy, a burn victim. I always wondered who got my blood that day.)
I wouldn't recommend getting too spaced-out though;
remember you've got to be able to
return to yourself when you want to,
and the physical effects
of giving blood can make some people light-headed or slightly woozie.
When they ask you how you're feeling, be honest, not macho. You don't want to
embarrass yourself by fainting.
Afterwards
they'll ask you to have some juice and cookies.
By all means, do!
For one thing, you've earned them; for another it's important to
replace the fluid and blood sugar you just gave
up. Working magic really takes it out of you, too (at least it does
me).
In
my experience, there are several good reasons to use this particular method of
blood sacrifice:
(a)
It doesn't
require the death of one of the Gods' children.
(b)
It is giving
of yourself - for the good of others as well as your own.
(c)
It is safe -
the Blood Bank uses sterile instruments and never re-uses needles, so you
can't catch anything.
(d)
You have the
added benefit of being able to see the blood as it's being given
(somehow that adds to my
experience), and a pint is a lot
more than I've ever been able to get with a knife!
Next time you want to get the Gods' attention, try it!